Farmer & Princess

oTaK says:
This is a true life story, well its not that true, but also not that false. Whether to believe me anot, up to you. Or rather, should be whether you get what im saying anot. HAHA! yea how shiok, being able to utter total nonsense, whether having to care if im politically correct or hurting anyone.. cause this is a story, not referring to anyone at all. you know you know?

so the story goes like..

OH FUCK SO LATE LE!

to be continued... DONT KNOW WHEN! HAHA

DPs

DP Early April: Cannot stand ppl posing in front of the dumb Universal @ Sentosa. So i decided to draw my own! u see oTaK bo| also gt his own foto in front of the dumb globe ok!



DP 13-15Apr: One photo, sooo much meaning... But yet this will go down as 1 of my shortest DP ever.. Well, have to move along with the times hur?

DP

What u reap aint = What u sowed

14 mar Sun: What U Gain = U Give Up = CRAP

oTaK says:
sometimes in life, you give up on certain things, in order to focus on the things that u deem worth giving up your entire life for.. but things just might not turn out the way u think would.. and you might not be rewarded with the thing you soo want and cherish.. or maybe its just because you didnt try hard enough, even after you given up on your life? well perhaps perhaps perhaps.. but it just feel sucky if things turn out to be what u dun expect and most want to avoid happening.. ok thanks for listening to me whine.. dont need worry or think too much into this, im just whining.. just stating something i think thats happening, so might not be happening to me.. so hoho, guess on!

Updates on oTaK

well briefly. and u can count on oTaK, when he says briefly. this is what has been going on in his life, and whats about to happen.

25 feb 2010: finished last exam @ Ngee Ann Poly.
-look desperately for full time, then temp jobs-
12 mar 2010: appears to finally secure a temp job @ comboutique.asia [do check out this site!]
-going to work till May, when NTU application results will be released-
-Fail = stop work immediately, find a Chem-Engin related job, start savin up for part-time degree-
-Pass = work till Uni starts! may dreams come true!-

for more details, then there already is, please contact oTaK directly at XXXXXXXX, XXXX_XXX@hotmail.com. u should already know his contacts, if u are here!

Dead Or Alive?

13 mar 10 Sat: i hate emo FB/MSN nicks, but heres 1 from me! 'Some People May Seem Alive, When Actually They Are Just Mere Zombies - Living for the Sake of It'

LEGEND: the phrase 'some people' used below may and most probably refers to myself..
oTaK says:
well well i come back home, and within few secs, this came into my mind.. a pretty apt description to describe me too.. actually being dead can have two forms.. The 1st is the more obvious type.. Physically committing suicide. actually these are the people more decisive, they actually decide that they had enough of living, and see no point in it, so might as well end it.. this may be seen as a irresponsible act, but well everyone has their reasons of doing things right?
The 2nd type is of a more subtle type. Committing suicide in the mind. some people who are afraid of dying, or rather has never think of taking of their own lives (which is a good thing worthy of commendation).. but at the same time, never really living a life.. one that is worthy of its name.. some people simply who do not have an aim in life, just wander/smoke through everything that comes their way. taking the easy way out and avoiding any problem so they wont have to face and solve it. such cowardness and irresponsibility is really sickening. other people lead their lives, living for causes they deem is worthy of devoting their entire lives on, but is actually no point in doing so at all.. they just need someone, a third party to tell them in the face and wake them up from their self-perceived eutopia.

well well dunno if any of the stuff above make any sense to any of u, but i must tell u it sure feels damn good to just keep typing away stuff that seems logical and make good perfect sense to myself. but when in actual fact, its highly possible after reading back what have i just typed, i might just realised ive type a whole entry of pure, entirely crappy crap.. so in order to avoid that, im publishin this once im finished typing! please so do enjoy the crap as much i enjoyed in typing! please do read all these, IF AND ONLY IF, u have too much free time on your hand [though i can suggest 1 activity to guys who can put something there as a source of entertainment, go work that out yourselves! haha!] thats all, folks!

Think VS Do

wao so its really been sooo long since oTaK has blogged? omg me the author sincerely apologise to all readers, however few there might be.. fyi u all can quit reading this blog and pronounce this as dead on your to read blog list.. or maybe u all have ald did, but i dont blame u, in fact, i would recommend u do this cause i will just dissapoint u all by the distinct lack of entries!

well well well to start things again, ive decided to log all my FB status here, and elaborate briefly [if this phrase make any sense] here.. so to kick things off:

Mon 25 Jan 10: PED? 屁啦！
yesh finally FYP/PED has been submitted up! however last min the last min work was, but completed and submitted we did! hope all the long hours after school, all the daily laptop carrying, all the weekends burnt at school, all the deliveries we 'enjoyed' [enjoyed we did, but we all know we rather rot @ hme, then hav a sumptuous mean at exciting school!], all the countless hours we spent in front of the laptop stoning trying to think trying to act busy...
ITS ALL OVER!!! though still got the minute task of preparing our FYP ppt and stuff.. this feels like 收手尾 ONLY.. we are soooo close to the end.. jiayou my FYP grp jiayou!

Tues 26 Jan 10: Dont think, Dont plan to do, JUST DO IT!

i know a damn noob figure.. tried to use excel cant, the cell lines too distracting, tried to copy over the excel cells into word, cell by cell also cant.. sooo cui la! best i can do using excel de table.. but the alignment&colouring sux man!!! nvm as long as can present my ideas of the Think VS DO cycle..
The Think VS DO cycle:

• Stage 1: Think. initial thoughts/inspirations/bright ideas popped in up the mind. which one might possibly carry out. but yet, the individual has yet to decide whether to carry out the idea, or come up with a plan on how to go about making the idea work out.
• Stage 2: Thinking to do. slightly more advanced than stage 1. but practically, this is essentially the same stage as stage 1, as nothing is still being done to change the situation. the individual might be apprehensive about the whole situation that he/she is too overwhelmed/intimated to do anything at all, AKA chuasai! i feel people at this is rather sad, cause they are really stuck in between nowhere! they got a plan in mind, but didnt do anything about it. having this plan, they can no longer say they are at stage1 no plans yet.. but yet, people at stage2 having the plan on hand, have the power to change things and make their plans a reality. but yet they allow the situation to take over them and succumb to circumstance. they will only live to regret this decision to not to make a decision about planning not to plan to do what they planned. god bless them. alleluia. amen.
  
• Stage3: the most proactive of the 3 stages. people that fall into this stage can be either directly fallen into this category due to their strong character; or they have progressed through the previous 2 stages to reach here. here, people do what they think, carry out the plans they had in mind, or even more admirably, just planning/do things on the job. not requiring any plans before they can achieve what they wish to achieve.

most people start with stage 1, moving onto the latter stages. the remaining few, very special people starts directly at stage3, bypassing the previous 2 stages entirely, as they are simply not applicable to them. their minds, characters doesnt allow them to operate/ do things at such a retardly slow rate.. their mind simply process at a out-of-the-world rate. they should really know how special they are, and are the envy of all the poor souls stuck in the early stages of 1 & 2, where things are done at such progressively, but slow rates..

oTaK's DP for ions..

20 Years on + A Women's Worth + How Spore can be Facist + It pays to be Early

soooo many things to blog.. soo lil time.. why? procrastination and last min work again! no more no more!

The Miser oTaK

hihi long time no see! sorry oTaK was rather.. OK no excuses, oTaK was juz plain lazy to pop by here recently! he's been v.troubled over certain issues lately..

btw DISCLAIMER: WHAT U ABOUT TO WITNESS HERE IS MOSTLY LARGELY EXAGGERATED, BLOWN UP FACTS. TRUE MAYBE THE THINGS THEY ARE BASED ON, BUT THEY HAVE BEEN EXAGGERATED TO A GREAT EXTENT, TO ACHEIVE THE OBJECTIVE OF THE WRITER. HOW THAT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED, ITS UP TO YOUR OWN DISCRETION HOW MUCH TO BELIEVE THESE.

recently oTaK's life has really been pure misery.. okie i know oTaK's story is sooo chicken feet, compared to mine.. well most probably, cause as u might know oTaK's tolerance lvl of stress/anything else is pretty low.. so this is his way of trying to help himself to get through these times, his way of healing himself, so try to bear with his story okie?

well recently, especially the past 2 days has been nothing but hell for him.. he has been taking his every breath with difficulty (nooo, its not that he's about to die soon, well not so soon, its just that he managed to catch a serious flu @ sch from an unknown scource, as fast as... well the speed of oTaK can catch a flu!).. also, oTaK also have been having real trouble walking from pt to pt.. his every step taken cause him great distress, as his DAMN FUCKING FAN leg prob has just recently spread onto his right foot, similarly from an unknown cause, and struck him w/o no prior symptoms whatsoever.. special thanks go out to oTaK's clique mates, for being soo patient with this problematic ahpek in their group, whom never fail to bring a new problem to them each day.. thanks to u all for being soo patient with him, thinking of his problematic leg when considering to go to a far place, and has been taking the all-so-efficient-and-as-sparsely-crowded-as-a-early-morning-MRT lifts in NP.. special thanks to Lanker also, for the toilet paper & cough medicine! thanks thanks thanks!

besides these 2 FUCKING NIGGLING phy probs, of course what are these probs as compared to the affairs of the heart? after all, these things cannot be solved as quickly and as directly as... dunno maybe PTEC open book surprise quizzes? for what was once the main source of joy & pure bliss & happiness for oTaK, is now getting further and further.. but oTaK has vowed never to did what he did before, not because of other reasons but just following his heart.. the girl wch gave him all the feelings from A-Z.. hmm abit hard arh..

23

oTaK says:
23.. quite a popular number.. beckham wears it.. michael jordan wore it and made it his own as well.. bt all these has none to do with me or what im going to say here whatsoever.. im writing abt 23 cause well... oh i sort of remembered that coincidentally happens to be my age.. well at least, the birth year on my IC shows 1986.. so 2009 - 1986 = 23.. wait a minute, does that mean im 23 this year? huh what? WHAT? 23 as in the age between 22 and 24? what serious? u must be kidding me! omg omg omg! no shit, i really really cannot believe this la.. just that not as 夸张 as i mught sound here.. but i seriously cannot believe im 23 already!

cause when i was younger (can allow me to say this, instead of when i WAS young.. i really dun wanna 任老 ma!), 23 was like an age sooo far away, i really couldn't picture myself in.. like how i simply cannot visualise myself when im at the ripe age of 50, needless to say beyond that.. i would think i would be dead before that.. im mean like serious, you might think im weird to think like this.. maybe this shows just how short sighted i am. come to think of it, i really am short sighted.. 400 degrees to be exact.. WAHAHAHA! JOKE LEH! yes im this short sighted.. after putting some thought into this, i think i know why i think like this.. hell i really love this ability of starting to understand myself/ how others think in recent days.. like somehow i can just totally get the person is thinking at the point of time, when i think in the person's shoes at that particular situation/time/other factors.. u do get me right?

i thought it and realised i think this way, cause im running away from reality, escaping the fact that im already past the age when a man is expected to be sensible, mature in thinking/behaviour/blablabla, responsible, blabla all else that's expected of a 23 year-old.. i've avoided facing this fact that i have to grow, for the past 2 years already.. avoided for 2 years that i've to start to behaving/acting/ok not act, just BE an adult. this year is sooo much more different from the past 2 years, this time around the stakes are soooo much higher.. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much higher, till i cannot describe to u, how important is this need to change to me.. this time around, im not alone. this time around, im not changing for myself.. in fact, if its for myself solely, it will be highly likely that i wont bother to change at all.. cause i simply dont quite give a damn about myself de what.. this time around, i NEED to change.. no two ways about this. cause if i remain the current, totally, in all ways, an unlike 23 year old, i know i would hurt that special someone in my heart again.. which i know i cannot afford to again.. so change i must! and change i will!

haiz well as sum1 told me, it is not about the age of a person, its more of the environment he/she is in that will shape the person.. so me in poly now, i really cannot picture myself behaving like an adult. i will sooo going to stick like a sore thumb.. and whats more, i've been behaving anything other than an adult througout my 3 years in poly.. to change suddenly, i think my classmates will totally freak out and ran away away from me la.. so yea, i must change, i cannot deny this fact.. but lets wait till i grad frm poly ba! in the meanwhile, i will step up and gear myself for the imminent BIG change!

oTaK's Bday Dreams...

oTaK says:
harlou guys! long no time see hur! yesh its time again for my pathetic blog to serve its sole annual function of translating my bday dreams (a nice term for the bday presents i wish to rc) to all my loved ones out there! juz in case u didnt catch my last/last last yr explanation, i shall reiterate the purpose of this bday dreams AKA bday present help...

okie.. 1st of all, as u all might noe... im a very very helpful person rite? so i might assume dat sum of u guys will inevitably get me sum bday presents cuz either u love me too much, or more likely u hav simply no choice cuz ive a share in ur bday present! so im here to help.. cuz it has always been my belief dat presents, any presents shld really be customised.. as in the presents muz b given in the receiver in mind. whether anot he/she needs it anot (yesh i dun believe in liking presents, cuz havin rc the present, he/she will feel obliged to like/act to like the present he/she receives!) so hw to know whether the person needs the present? solution: THE RECEIVER DECLARES UPFRONT! with this, the present getters wouldnt hav to crack their brain to guess wat present the bday person like/need rite? SEE IM SOOO HELPFUL!

okie soo i hav a few dreams tis year.. these r juz my dreams, so pls dun feel obliged to go buy them to make me happy, if u find them too ex/ridiculous (yah rite, do u believe wat im sayin? hinthint: pls dun! im juz sayin these to appear polite & shy) N N updates will b shown here, if the presents hav ald been chopped n ppl hav ald bought them.. so stay tuned here for any updates k?

my dreams:

1. Liverpool Shirt. Any Liverpool training jerseys, polo tees, t-shirts. Basically any Liverpool shirt, other than the usual jerseys. cause the normal home/away jerseys r juz soo common.. n i dun hav anyding else other these normal jerseys!
2. MP3 player. any size bigger than 4GB. cause my PSP (my current mp3 player) has 4GB mem stick. so any size mp3 smaller or equal to tis, will b pointless rite? bt btw, this dream is really a dream.. mp3 player being soo ex (dou theses a COMPEX GOING ON @ SUNTEC TIS WKEND) i really dun expect any1 to get tis.. so yah.. u get the hint...
3. Good Earphones. any brand, just good. in ear or out ear. Good cuz gt reason wan la.. i wun b soo shameless as to demand the quality of my present rite? the reason being: dat time Cheryl & I bought a really sucky pair of China earphones.. their quality is soo damn erxing, we casted them aside.. so being new, its rather impractical to get new ones rite? so yah.. u get the hint.. oh muz b gd, cuz juz in any case (no hopes, no expectation, juz in case tis happens) i get tis earphones, i will go buy myself a exact same pair for her! so gt couple earphones! so yea, pls fulfill my dream for tis!
4. Screen protectors! this is rather small, bt i really nd them! n i dunno where to get them! i need 1 for my PSP (u guys will noe hw much i nd tis, after seeing the condition of my PSP). n 1 for my fone, Nokia 6700Classic (the screen sticker juz dropped off! 心痛!)

ok so i hope this is enuf help for u guys.. me being not a very needy person. tis 4 dreams will b sufficient to keep me happy & sastisfied till nx yr.. so gd luck & work hard guys! all the best! rem to update me & get updated here orh!

DP: Light at the End of the Tunnel

As the saying goes, there will always be light at the end of the tunnel.. So people, someone in particular, the one with the v.common Cina name, pls take note of this entry!

Beautiful Untitled Luv Story...

And so the story begins... Nooo this story is not going to begin with those "Once Upon A Time..." bullshit. But sad to say, this is similarly set a long, bloody long time ago.. In fact, as far back till the days, when Men can ride on their 马子publicly, and be casually proud of it. This is the part the main characters appear.. This being a love story, of course there's only two: the male and female lead.. As they say, Simplicity is Beauty.. So if you find this with too little main characters for your liking, not to worry.. I might just do another story with three sets of inter-twined love pyramids, just for you!

The female lead is called Princess Cassandra and her counterpart: Prince Jaren..

Princess Cassandra's father is a king, ruling over a land called 'Tanah Diraja' (Royal Land in the local language). Their palace is built upon a hilltop, overseeing the busy junction of the busy local trade routes on one side.. And another side overlooking at a nearby grass plain, where horse-riding is being taught to rich aristocrats and princes.

Princess Cassandra has a brother, it doesn’t matter what his name is (cause hes not the lead, as simple as that) And he is ALWAYS busy outside, either attending the horse riding lesson, compulsory to all male royalties and nobles alike. Or he would be

-the rest of the story is patented, due its exclusivity nature. for more information, pls refer to otakboi.blogspot.com for more info.. EH?! LOL-

Nx Faze of Life, pls...

oTaK says:
Thanks, Ling kai for being the idol i was sooo crazy for soooo long.. Thx 4 being my MSN dp for at least 3mths.. But good things wun last, and this is no exception.. I dedicate this to you, not that im ready to forget you.. I will still be ur siao fan, just that im glad to say im finding other things to fill up my life.. If there is any other gigs, i will be there.. And im still trying to get someone to acc me to the Aimee Mann concert!